i'm a bonafide member of the NBSB org..and i'm lovin it..but there's one thing that sorta bothers me..those who have decided to leave the org(NBSB/NGSB) already and have already gone through the experience of being intimately close with some1 usually(actuall, almost always) return with the hearts broken,their ideal perception of love diminished..why? i always hear stories of other people..about their being hurt and their being left..and so on..and i sympathize with them..i truly do..yet iba pa rin tlaga pag ikaw na ang nakaramdam..(that's what i always get..) i agree with them..iba na nga tlaga pag ako ang nandun sa situation na un..and then, i think about it age..do i really agree completely..maybe not.i've always thought falling in love is a BEAUTIFUL thing..more than i can presently imagine..i've always been optimistic bout love..i have imagined myself getting hurt or left by sum1 i love and just thinkin bout the possibility hurt me..it really did..yet somehow, thee's always somethin inside me saying, i can be hurt, really hurt..as in! but i'm sure, i will always get up! i will always recover! and i will love agen!! one of my greatest and most treasured philosophies in life..never center ur life on one thing or one person..no matter how significant that person is in ur life..why? because pipol and things will always fade,will always die,will never last..and when they do, u will also perish,u will also die..Center ur lifeon something that will last forever..something eternal..then invest on it..there's onlyone Person who will last forever..and i choose to be with HIm. I want to fall in love someday..it's #1 in my wishlist actually..when i fall in love, i don't want it to be like the stories ive heard,,definitely not!that's why i'm preparing myself, while i'm still in NBSB..hehe..to be the right woman..instead of spending time looking for mr.right, im preparing to be ms.right..coz i know,,when i do, it will be worth everything and worth the wait..i definitely respect those who decided to leave NBSB/NGSB org early..it was their choice and they learned a lot from their experiences, they chose to take the risk of going out into the open, they were in love and therefore brave..but i have to say, i also learned a lot and still am learning even if im still in the org..haaay..love, everyone talks bout it..thank God for it.. so to everyone who think that we, who still choose to remain in NBSB/NGSB, are naive and are missin out on a lot or will have the same pessimistic feelings about love..think agen..WHY?..because some of us..make that, most of us, have come prepared..:)